Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Jika engkau minta intan permata tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang dari langit untukmu
Jika engkau minta satu dunia akan aku cuba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu pastikan kau bahagia

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan… kamu…

Sayangku
Jangan kau persoalkan siapa di hatiku
Terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

so by..by….2011

ooooo….miss moments bangun awal pagi untuk pumping susu 4 Ayra….

First Event:

Yey kami menang 4 passes to Astrolife Fun Nite Carnival at Sunway Lagoon 2 weeks ago (basi punye cerita….tuan punya blog sakit lol)…Contest open for all Astro subscribers…actually 1st time en.suami masuk and got lucky…hehe

Seronok coz dapat menghappykan our Aqil n Ayra…Event start kul 6.30pm tp kul 5 kami dh terpacak di sana….puas mengisi masa supaya ank2 tidak boring so almost 1 hours la lepak di Sunway Pyramid….

sedang menunggu abah collect the ticket kt entrance

fuhhh…memang gile kentang la orang yg datang….my Ayra sudah rimas la bile org bersesak2 masuk..main langgar jer…eiiiii kesian anak2 mama kan…tak tau la ape yg nk cpt2 sgt….hehe mengata org tp put3 usaha gak duk dpn pntu hahaha….so layan jer la gambar yer…

nai kude dgn perasaan yg x gembira…y?

ha..berbaloi beratur…nk naik sgt….takut tak lena tido plak so abah sila layan yer…

Spongebob and Patrick!!! mase nie Aqil n abah dia tgk beratur nk naik ride so tak leh la ambk gmbar….kalo nk ambk pun beratur punye la panjang..masa terhad…stage kecik…so Astro next year buatlah stage tu kt kawasan luas skit yer….

lepas redeem kitaorg pun cabut balik…penat mau tercabut kaki lol….

Anyway we have fun here…TQ Astro…tahun depan menang lagi yer..booth-booth Astro pun sangat menarik dengan pelbagai hadiah dan cenderahati yang disediakan.

my kenit dgn belonnye…suke bile org kate comel….perasan la ank mama nie….

2nd Event

Event Phineas and Ferbs at PJ Hilton pada 14 Dec 2011. Tapi yang nie put3 tak pergi coz tak dpt nk apply cuti bile last2 minute nie…so nk story mory pun tak tau coz tak pergi so layan jer la gambar 2 kenit nie….

TQ en.suami coz bawa anak2 without mama….

good girl mama

anak sape la tu?

inilah maskot Phineas and Ferbs

Goddies Bag…

T-shirt yg gedabaq besar…muat kat mama la…

A gift from me..nothing special but hope u like it

n for the kids

my Ayra jerit2…’boi…..’ wah mantap sgguh budak 1 thn setengah nie

Nite..we had small but wonderful makan kat sini

Little White Cafe, Bangi

Birthday boy bangka…..

looking around  like a total jakun n posing for pictures *malu2 kucing*

my kids yg super duper lasak…too many thing nk explore….malu mama

really gorgeous english charm…love the deco

We had great time mengisi perut..kecoh satu meja with the kids

tetiba si kenit ni nangis….

nk kasi diam kasi jer ni….

see……very enjoying makan macaron…but too sweet to my taste

n lastly…HaPPy BirThDay abang…we LOVE U so much!

penangan ombak rindu……

sekian…..

ok….abang i dh post kt blog nie…TQ en.suami coz belikan tiket OM secara senyap2….n tolong jaga anak2 untuk mama layan cite nie kat Alamanda semalam..I love U!

put3 beli n baca buku nie sejak 8 tahun yg lalu….n now boleh tengok kat wayang plak….so bile cite nie keluar memang nak sgt2 tengok so en.suami telah merealisasikan impianku ini hehe….memang best cite nie…2 jam terasa sekejap jer…feeling sangat sampai lupe jap kat 2 kenit tu hehe…tampa disedari pipi dibasahi air mata….dialog,emosi dan eksperasi ditambah plak ngan lagu ‘ombak rindu’ yg menyayat hati….love Aaron aziz…love maya karin (tetiba plak)

so now tengah feeling kt opice layan lagu OST ombak rindu…gile ke ape…pasang slow2 nnti boss dengar plak…lirik pun dh print n paste kt tepi pc (meroyan dh nie)..apapun haris….eh hapiz tetap dihati….

p/s: ringtone pun dh tukar yer….ngehngeh…

Happy Birthday Aqil….u’re turning 4!!!mama,abah n baby ayra LOVE u so much…..

~birthday boy~

just on last weekend, we go to the Lost World of Tambun …actually this vacation to celebrate birthday aqil…..every year asyik potong kek jer…bosan kan….

@ the Entrance of the Lost World with 2 budak yg belum mandi~

Ayra get free entrance to the park coz below the height of 90cm…..n Aqil haruslah lebih drpd 90cm….so totally RM110…..wahhhhh manyak mahal lol….but we’are so lucky coz ade chinese lady yang nak let go tiket for kid RM20….so put3 save RM18 for Aqil ticket…TQ

time to hit the water!! splash!!Big Splaashhh! This certainly is fun with 2 budak kenit nie….Ayra memang tak takut air so memang berbaloi la spend most of the time in the park…..

Ok dh puas mandi we go to the Petting Zoo plak yer

The place is not bad overall, quite a variety of animals there. Rabbits, snakes, raccoons, fishes, monkey, iguanas n yg syoknye tempat nie you are able to get closer with the animals, let them see who you are and that’s pretty much it. Interacting with the animals…..wah Aqil sangat suke but at the same time T a k u T……hehe

this time Ayra dh tidur….penat sgt so en.suami terpaksa la dukung ke hulu ke hilir….

friendly kan but very smelly de……eeeeiiii

Aqil very excited with the train so we take a tour around the park by riding on its train. There are a range of activities that can be enjoyed by the kids, and adults too…

~very enjoy yer Aqil~

~bad mood…..baru bangun tido~

we had soooo much fun here! thanks lost world!!! =)  n also love the place coz Surrounded by nature with some huge limestone hill as background..rase damai jer…..

for birthday boy….mama n abah hope you are enjoying your birthday vacation muuahhhh

permainan kegemaran Aqil  yang sebenar ialah make-believe. Atau dalam bahasa saintifiknya beranganfhilia…Antara makhluk-makhluk aneh yang menjadi pilihan Aqil untuk berangan adalah termasuk Ben 10, Spongebob, Animal Mechanicals,ultraman dan yg terkini Boboi boy. Begitu juga dengan adiknya yg turut menjadi mangsa dlm permainan ini…tapi watak paling disukai utk adiknya adalah ‘Yaya’(siri boboi boy)… Cuba anda bayangkan ketabahan hati seorang ibu melayan seorang kanak-kanak yang amat yakin dan percaya bahawa dirinya seorang Ben10 atau boboi boy ?Beliau akan memaksa kami suami isteri berlakon sama dirumah…kesian kan…kadang2 bile keluar di khalayak ramai pun permainan ini tak pernah the end… itulah Aqil saya yg akan berusia 4 tahun ujung minggu ini….sudah besar baby ini..tp mama still panggil ‘manja’…dengan senang hati dia akan menyahut ‘saya mama’…

Last night…put3 bersama2 beliau menonton drama cinta Elysa@Tv3….dia juga berangan mau namakan adiknya yg akan datang dgn nama ‘Elysa’….hehehe..InsyAllah nnti mama n abah usahakan yer….tapi lambat lagi kot sebab yaya kata belum bersedia untuk jadi kakak…masih mau menyusu dgn mama…tak boleh share2 lagi…ok sambung bab cite elysa mlm td…part yg last sekali bile Aril balik rumah tengok elysa tak de….

Aqil:”mama elysa pegi mane?”

mama: “ntah la…lari kot…merajuk”

Aqil: “merajuk…..knpe?”

mama: “dia sakit ati ngan aril la…mama pn nk lari la….”

Aqil: “mama tunggu la saya….”

mama: “nk lari sorang2….tak nk bawa abang ngan baby”

aqil: “mama tggu la saya (dlm nada sedih)”

mama: “tak nk bw…nk lari sorang2 jer”(serius nie)

aqil: “pegi la awak…..”

mama: “huawwwwwww….tak nk lari la….sedih la “(sambil peluk cium aqil)

my lovely en.suami belikan sandal angry bird for me.

motif???

ntah la…mungkin i nmpak seksi bile memakainye…..hehe lempang kang…..

I’ve been having this mad craving for Red Velvet Cake  lately hehe….very love about moist bites of cake and frosting!uhhhhh so yummy…..prepared cream cheese frosting

untuk kelainan  of course put3 use this recipe as a jumping-off point …ye la we need more experiment….so put3 baking cup cake red velvet…

super-easy recipe for super-delicious cup cake!

sila terliur…..

n buktinya……..

very happy customer hehe

n for the 2nd resepi…. finding bright red cake instead of chocolate. wahhhh macam best bunyinye kan!have chocolate…..n moist bites of cake….

Red Velvet Cake Truffles

sori….cam tak comel jer kan…decorate by en.suami…..kalo masuk Masterchef mesti kena reject nie hehe